Thanks LSG. I have to learn to keep myself under control. I am just hurting so badly right now. In my interactions with my W over 23 yrs I don't ever remember us swearing at each other or even really raising our voices.
This is just eating me alive.
Thanks again. I'll do better to keep it under control. Probably should stop drinking.
Went to the neighbors for a couple of beers tonight. On my way out the door, W says, I might be going out tonight. Our D9 is home, so someone needs to be here with her. W asks if I have my phone w/me so she can let me know if she is or isn't going out. About 30 mins later, I get a text to come home so she can leave. How about some notice at least? Anyway, she says bye to D and hugs her. Then says bye to me, so I say, bye, have fun. Should probably have skipped the have fun part and just said bye.
Hang in there LSG. Moving on to better things, even if I don't see them yet.
