Still trying to find my way

[Mystik]

All my instincts are screaming at me to call H, though I have no idea what to say to him. I think next weekend when his whole family is in the area, if I'm still feeling the urge so desperately to chat with SIL, I might give in and do it. Which is the lesser of two evils? Not knowing and my imagination running wild with what's going on in H's head, or asking his sister that he is close to and getting an idea of what is in his head?

Been praying steadily for strength, patience and wisdom on how to proceed in this situation. It just feels like so soon H will wake up from his fog.