Oh and I guess the other reason why I didn't tell him again that I wanted to save our marriage is that I am tired of being the one who is trying to convince him. I am tird of being the only one who is FIGHTING for this family. I want him to want it.
NM, I am RIGHT THERE WITH YOU!! As you may remember, WH and I were at a hearing the other day. The judicial attorney said, I remember your faces, but I don't remember your issues. (EYEROLL!!) Then WH's L said, The only real issue is that Mrs. A doesn't want to get D'd and Mr. A does. And the JA said, Oh yeah, I remember. (To me) You know you can't stop this, right?
I was like, YES, DUH!! You told me that 6 weeks ago!!! PLEASE stop saying it!!!!!
I just said yes, but it was SO ANNOYING! And it's not where I am anymore! Like you, I want WH to want me again. When the JA said that, I just felt personally pathetic and like she has no clue. I love Mr. A (soooooo much), but I am NOT going to beg after him forever!
