I think this is my home for the next 6 months...

[beingreal]

Let me say again how sorry I am to the good people here, but being away from him has shown me how good life can be. I can see how awful it was. I don't know if he is ever going to change--but I do know that I'm not going to live like this.

I'm not standing. I'm not waiting. This is over. Really and truly over. With every fiber of my being I can tell you that I did everything I could. I waited longer than I should have & fought for us more than anyone could have expected.

This relationship isn't healthy. I have no hopes for a reconciliation. I'm honestly afraid of him.

But I'm not leaving here, either. I honestly think you guys are the only reason I didn't sucked back in when he tried.

I'm alive because of you all.

You can't get rid of me that easily.