Still trying to find my way

[newmama]

Oh and the aching and longing for your son. I still get this and have been dealing with overnights for 6 months. It's called being a mom. But I don't long for stbxh anymore because I am too disgusted by him! at this time! It took me over a year to get angry at him, though, so you might not be there yet.

Now, when I miss S terribly, I just distract myself to block it out.