I gave up...filed for D

[luvless]

Fergie - thank you for that.

Last night was the first night my kids went to spend time in the enemy's camp. I was glad that Mr. Luv actually wanted to see them. My initial thoughts were - he must be bored or no women were available friday night. He never calls...only texts them and I hate that. The kids do too but they don't voice it to him...just to me. I get it all...the emotional burden lies upon me..it's always been that way.

I feel so damn sad for the kids and how our family is cut in half. One parent on one side and one on the other - just like their friends - now they are just another statistic. I am rambling sorry.

I finally finished all my paperwork and we are ready to go to battle. My stbxH is so petty it's embarrassing. I am struggling with who he is - I do not know him anymore. I look at pictures and wonder where Mr. Luv went. It makes me very sad then very mad. I can't wait for the day to feel blank.

Luv