Went to the music festival and stayed at a friends house last night. Had a pretty good time, although I did break-down about my situation a few times. Met a guy there that has been D twice and another that is just going through it now. Talked a lot of D all night. That is what I seem to do all the time anymore. Can't seem to stop.
I let my friends W read the letter from my W this morning and she said she didn't know what to tell me, but she didn't think any of it was worth getting divorced over and that all marriages have problems. We talked for a while and when I left she gave me a big hug and told me to call or come over anytime. That made me feel a little better, but also started to break-down again about my R.
I saw a "friend" at the festival, who turns out to be the woman who lent my wife the $3,000 for an attorney so she could start the D. She came to give me a hug and I stopped her and asked her why she gave my wife the $ to get divorced. She didn't know that I knew and she turned away and started to quickly leave so I shouted after her 'F*** you Reg. F*** you Reg." then I texted my wife and told her what had happened. All she said was "Nice."
Just got home and W is out shopping with D9 and picking up S11 from a friends. She will likely be home soon.
