Need a Plan for My Marriage

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Journaling 6/26/2010:

It was 8:34 pm when I left for star watching with kids, and W was still not home.

She has a rental car from her work, or she says it is a rental. She changed the car seats from our car to the (rental?). I am hope it is not the last time I see the kids. I took down the license number on it. She better not go anywhere.

I am very sad about my life. As strong as I have been, it is really hurting me in the gut today.