Sends me the most beautiful, heartfelt messages, cards = everything I've always wanted to hear from this normally closed person. He changes 2 weeks later - ILYBINILWY - and he's back on the chat lines - we separate. Ugly, right?
Actually, quite normal for this...
The last couple weeks pre-bomb, the MLCer will do all of those things to try and convince themselves one last time that everything about this is normal....
One last hoorah, so that they can say that they tried everything before they were "forced" to make their choices.
It will generally be the last memory that remains true to them throughout their path.....That they DID try....
Irish,
I still see you consumed with everything that has happened, and who's fault this was/is/could be...
It will not do you any good to dwell on who did or did not take out the trash in 1982..
You are starting to get the mental (and I do mean "mental" ) aspect of MLC and what it entails....
I would just like to see you focus on Irish more now...
MY excuse for posting is that I am at work this morning....
Yours ?
And why the hell aren't you out doing something for yourself ?
< tapping fingers, patiently waiting for a response that I hope I don't get ,because you decided to go out to do something fun today>
