What does this mean?- the WH's regrets?

[gatsby11]

So WH had a big work thing today. He came over at 9 pm to pick up his mom. When he walked in, I could see he was crying. I asked what was wrong and he avoided. I asked again and he avoided. I could tell he wanted to tell me. So I asked again. And he said he was drunk. I asked if his coworkers noticed. He said he thought so. He reeked. He said he was sorry. I nodded. (I can't say 'it's okay' anymore.)

He held the baby and looked depressed. I just did my own thing, as did my mom and his mom, who were over. Finally he left. He just walked out of the apartment, didn't say bye or anything.

Drama. Queen.

I'm not interested in this man at all. I had been seeing H for a while. This is WH. H controlled his drinking. WH can't control it and then wallows in despair (and enjoys it I think) afterward.

So I was all ready to talk to him tomorrow about how I still wanted to be with him! I think I will say something, but I'll also say that I'm not actually feeling it today. (Oh, people can change feelings but keep committments? What?) ;p