I tried, I changed, but still am getting divorced!

[newmama]

Oh-when I explained to another friend of mine that this weeking I was holing myself up, blasting my ipod and dealing with stbxh's stuff, she said it sounded like in the movies.

She pictured me crying when I looked at some stuff, laughing as I looked at other stuff and remembered good times, throwing his stuff around, swearing and shouting, shaking my hands up at the sky "WHyyyyyy??", drinking a pitcher of margaritas by myself and dancing....lmao! Really! It helped me laugh! And I said to her, good idea- I should make a pitcher of margaritas.

But the really sweet thing is that she offered to come and help. I said "THANK YOU BUT I need to do this alone."