Honestly I have missed a week now of Insanity between going to Kansas City and taking care of Nathan. I am sure Dan does not realize nor appreciate that yesterday was 'his' day and yet I had Nathan will me all day until 6:00 at night, then had to work the baseball game until 8. So I got a few hours to work on projects before midnight, other than that I forfeited my 'free' day. Today I have both kids with me bc Nathan is too sick to go to Kids Place and I just told him to give me both kids for the day. Tonight is his night but I will have the kids until he gets here bc his parents are out of town...
I am not complaining really because Nathan is my baby and if he is sick I would rather have him than give him to Dan's parents anyway. But I do jump in and help him a lot more than he realizes. I think it sinks in on raaaaaaaare occasion, like a week or so ago when he texted he was "Sorry for everything."
Yet at other times he chews me out for dumbass reasons. He cheated on me repeatedly, walked out on me/moved out not once but TWICE, and yet I never blow up at him. But he feels justified getting all pissed at me for little piddly things?!
The past couple days I have really wanted to give him a piece of my mind and set him straight on how things are going to be. I don't think just blowing off/ignoring his requests (demands?) for help are going to cut it...
Weighing pros/cons of unloading on him...not sure if it will make me feel better or just make me feel more like him.
Listening to him on the phone this morning reinforces my feelings that he treats me like another employee vs. an equal, a co-parent. Difference being I can b!tch back at him and not get fired.
