Re-Connecting

[Fightingforher]

I'm certainly up for the challenge. I'd really like to know how to proceed with everything. I'm feeling really down right now. I've only spoken to her once today she called to check on my sons swim lessons.

I laid out by the pool during sons nap time which was relaxing. My son and I are going to a BBQ tonight without W. I just feel like she should be reaching out to me more, doesn't seem like she is genuine about working on things. I'm sure it's just my insecurities coming out right now. I know I shouldn't expect change over night.