I know where you are. I know that hell. I also know there is life on the other side. If it wasn't for the pain you're in right now, you would never understand beauty and pure bliss. The two go hand in hand.
You may not be thinking about it, but what do you leave behind? I'm one of those things that was left behind. This is your chance to make a difference, to lead the amazing life you are meant to live. Life can't be amazing without pain. We wouldn't appreciate it. We are human.