Thank you guys for taking. I am not feeling sorry for myself as it may seem. Just not happy. Wasn't really happy in the relationship (she had her problems too)but she has new boyfriend that just made me give up. I am sure everyone says this but I can't believe this happened to me. Hell, I am 41 what does anything matter anymore. She is moving far away so there is no hope on that thing. The rest of my life is just going to slowly slip away. I used to hate waking up, now I can't sleep. The stupid thing is she was supposeto move in this month.
