Need a Plan for My Marriage

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IDU,

I have kept some of the more difficult matters that I am dealing with in my thread somewhat quiet to make sure that if she checks, I will not be in jeopardy of more problems than I have now. I have not been able to always describe the more real difficult situations that I am experiencing. I have to touch the surface more sometimes.

I have also been told to watch out for OM assaulting me, and to be careful because I suspect he has been watching my kids.

I also believe that her parents call during the day to monitor if I am home or not.

There is more, but I do not want to go any further than I have at this point.

Right now the court papers do protect me, but if a judge does not believe the possibilities that my kids will be abducted by their mother, than I will possibly lose them forever.

I am very protective of them, and I do not let them out of my sight, and that is a reason I am worried about next week with her off from work. It is stressful, but I think I have the necessary plan in place to stop her.

I wish I could go out sometime, but I try to be with kids as much as possible to watch them. She will not have the time to do what she could if I am around.

Anyways, I do what I have to. I do have my resourcefulness and my mind to fight this even with no money.

I am taking the kids out star watching tonight. They asked W to come, and I did not object even though I don't want her there with us.

Thanks for the ideas to have some fun, but I just need to see my sitch through for the kids sake.

At first a lot of people did not believe me, but everyone is finding that I am just not being paranoid. It is very real the possibility I could lose my kids forever. I am more open to talking about it with the safety messures in place.