We have all had the feelings of helplessness and hopelessness while dealing with all of this. Being hurt by the one person who we love more than anything in the world. It's natural. It would be great to wake up tomorrow and not feel the pain any longer. You can be sure that that day will come.
We are complete strangers to you but we care about you. We are bound by the common themes in all of our situations. Let us help. Come here and get out your frustrations. You will not get judgement or condemnation from anyone here.