Scwred up and need advice

[CPCajun]

Thanks Puppy, I will bring that up a day or two or more after she gets back from her trip. As of now, I'll let her think I am serious on moving forward with the D. In the meantime, I'll keep up with my GAL and 180's. That will keep her thinking and hopefully wanting.

I am starting to feel better again. Not b/c she wants to reconcile, but because of my 180 and GAL. I am having more fun with my kids now than ever.