please give yourself one last chance and call a helpline. if you don't know the number, call 911 and ask--they'll give it to you or connect you directly.
you are seeking a permanent, irrevocable solution to a temporary problem. please call a friend or seek help in some other way right now.
you came here for help--that must mean you haven't completely given up. please choose hope.
M60 H52 D20 M14 yrs OW-old gf from 1986 bomb-5/18/08 H filed for D-9/10/08 D final 4/24/09 xH remarried (not OW) 2012
