This is your best bet. You've been stuck in the same place for years now. You need MOVEMENT in your life. DO SOMETHING to get on with it. The status quo, I really believe, is literally sucking the life out of you. The physical and emotional stress of maintaining it is a constant drain, and, I really believe, the source of your adrenal fatigue.
You had a bad experience with CB. It was forseeable, it was avoidable, it is in the past. But, you crawled into your status quo hole after that and haven't peeked out. It is not healthy.
Do you really want to have another year of the same?
