For the past month I've really been preparing myself for D. I've detached myself from her as much as I could. Now that she wants to work on things I feel like I should be reaching out to her more.
I'm feeling my insecurities kicking back in and I don't like the way i feel right now. I should be feeling good that she wants to work on things but I feel more anxiety now then I did.
I know her feelings for me didn't change overnight. Do I keep doing what I was doing with my 180's and GAL???? Incorporate some family time in there, I certainly don't want to rush anything and push her away now.
M: 36 W: 29 S: 2.5 EA: 2/2010 OM1 D Bomb: 3/2010 PA: 6/2010 OM2 W moved out 8/2010 Loc: DE, USA
