Relationship has been on and off for years. Back in Febuary she didn't call for awhile so I started dating. I guess we always kind of had an agreement silently off course that we would always get back togeather. We have been divorced a long time but lived togeather off and on. Well, we where suppose to get married in June, had just taken a vacation that went great. She called many times and told me I was the only one she could count on and stuff like that. Well, a week ago she called and needed money, she is at her dad's because he is suppose to be very sick. I sent her some money. She called a couple of days later for more money. I know that she does not have any. I got mad and called her some names. It is what I do although not right I know. Well I called her three days later and her dad told me she was visting some friend that she might be getting married to. I freaked out. I have not talked to her but by email and this is what she wrote. He just came back into my life a couple of weeks ago. So no, I havent had a boyfriend in dallas. You talk to me like I am some kind of (edited). I walk on egg shells with you constantly. You constantly put me down, tell me how stupid I am, tell me how big my nose is or how ugly I am without makeup on. When I am home, you sit in front of the computer and gamble all day and night. You tell Katy and I to leave you alone that we bother you. I have been waiting and waiting on you to want to be a family. Your words say you do but your actions say another. I am not a (edited). I just want to be treated right. I am sorry. I know you are hurting. I felt the same way when you went out with those young girls. It hurt me when you moved that crazy girl into my home. It hurt me that you didnt offer to come to Austin when my dad was in critical condition after the wedding. You have your freedom, all your money to spend on yourself and you dont have to talk [censored] about having gay fatherin law. Of course I professed my love for her and told her how wrong and sorry I was. But what now. My plan is to do nothing besides climb the walls.
