Still trying to find my way

[Mystik]

Still feeling pretty down in the dumps. It hasn't helped that it's been days since I last slept well. Hoping that with DS at his father's this weekend I'll be able to take a couple of my sleeping pills and get rested up.

Had a dream about H a few nights ago. I dreamt he kept trying to serve me with D papers and I kept throwing them back at him, telling him I refused to sign them. I don't remember how many times it happened, at least twice I think.