Actually, pain doesn't bother me too much. I didn't notice much beyond the initial spike... it's deeper then most of the nerve endings, so it's more a dull ache than a sharp pain.
Writing a list of positives is a great idea... once the typing speed gets back up to scratch!
It's interesting to think of the emails as apologies... I guess thats getting back into the idea of love languages and understanding how people express different things.
When did you H contact you Moon? is this new?? a month of NC sounds hard... And not opening the email, talk about willpower!
I sent W an email just now... again, kept it light and happy, elluded to the stuff I'll be doing without much detail... we'll see what happens I guess.
I can understand wanting to reclaim dignity. I need to start getting that into my head.
Me: 29 H: 25 T:7yrs M:5yrs
Bomb: 23/04/10
Had no idea anything was wrong. Cheated so she could end it without talking.
