D - DAY HAS ARRIVED

[lea74]

So feeling a bit stronger today. Up until I have stayed upstairs whilst my XH collects my sons. I wasnt ready to face him and also he always brings his OW with him so often felt anxious.

However, the last two visits from him I have gone to the front door, said hello and wave my sons off with a 'good bye' have fun. It has been great and empowering. Unfortunately XH doesnt even acknowledge me or say Hi, which is hurtful. I am not doing it for him though, it does feel great to start to let of the anger and get my control back.