so i remember reading somewhere that when you do the backsliding stuff, you might as well sign your own D papers. guess i should get my pen ready...
I think that if YOU keep backsliding...not realizing that you are, not worried that you are...then you are in trouble.
However YOU seem to realize it is not the best thing to do.
A little, a very little backsliding is actually helpful...if you can control it...figure out the things you are going to say before hand, and not let your emtions run rampant for the conversations backslide.
Basically Pandora, it REALLY looks like you got your hopes up based upon him started to be nice. So you EXPECTED more from him, and this is what bit you on the ass. You asked a question or said soemthing...maybe even did something and he didn't respond in the manner you WANTED him to, so you pressed it and he pressed back. And well...you have a GREAT example of why expectations suxxor.
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all my detachment has been thrown out the window and stomped on.
By...
You.
You CAN get it back however.
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i don't want to make the move to the D section yet of the forum.
Few do. Its more of a fear.
Fear is the mind killer.
You get OVER fear...and it doesn't control you. You no longer worry about the source of that fear and a whole another world of options opens up.
Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis
Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans
Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK
