She may want to initate "sex" again. According to her it is sex not making love. I am not concerned anymore what she calls it. At this point should If things get "hot and heavy" , Should I and let the hormones and urge build in her or should I just "have sex" as it somehow appears to be something she needs to bond our relationship.
"Considering our situation, I don't think it's in my best interest. Plus, I don't want to give you the wrong idea."
then go take a cold shower
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.