Need a Plan for My Marriage

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How do I deal with my situation when my STBXW has so much money from parents and probably the OM? She is buying them things and taking them on trips. I am barely eating and making it day-to-day. I am in high spirits, but I am dealing with the stress today of my plans not happening. No matter what I do or try, it just seems to fall apart. It is not for lack of trying. It is difficult for me to understand my situation.

I remain position, but I am under a great deal of pressure.

W is spending so much money, and I have $2. Just frustrated today!