Still trying to find my way

[Mystik]

Thanks NewMama, that does sound like a good plan. You are right that I'm not quite there yet, being able to suppress the crying and act all chipper when I'm obviously not. I definitely and not at the point where I could even consider being the one to file for D. Right now I'm just going one day at a time, praying my way through the hours. I'm trying to work on detaching while not losing my hope. I need to check out those threads you suggested to me in your thread, are they all in newcomers or are they scattered throughout the board?