Keep in mind, Dan, that I have been getting mixed signals for months. Some of it is to simply maintain a good co-parenting relationship. She may do something or say something that makes me feel she is exploring different feelings perhaps, but like I said, I had seen that in the past and then have been in T with her only to hear her say how much she wants to S.

I try to ignore the positive feelings because I am always waiting for the dark cloud to return.

It's a constant struggle....