No longer "stuck808". Now my name is Bond. "MrBond

[MrBond]

She doesn't read but she is into romantic movies. Believe me I get frustrated as heck.

I think that's why even though we're not really supposed to be talking about our R, when an opportunity comes up where I can give her an example of our poor communication, I bring it up.

One thing I told her was that I was worried about how we were going to make ends meet. I told her that I've been hustling to get extra freelance jobs to cover the hole that she started and I need to know what SHE was going to do to set things right. I told her that SHE needs to start repairing the damage she's done with the finances, the kids, etc. I told her that I was going to T to discuss how to better communicate with her and the kids' feelings. And I was the one who is fixing our financial mess. I told her point blank that she has to do something...anything and that I was at the point where I'm ready to chuck everything and not give a crap. And yet I can't because I'm the responsible one.

I think the reason I decided to put more of this into her court is because I see her slowly coming out of the fog. I see more of my old W each time I see her. Unfortunately it's not fast enough.