Still trying to find my way

[Mystik]

My last thread was locked, so here I am with a new one.

Link to the last thread: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1874601

In a nutshell:

• Fall 1998 - H and I met, had an on-again, off-again relationship for the next three years
• 2001 - H said he wanted to make a real go of things with us
• 2003 - H and I got married
• 2004 - DS was born, things were rocky from that point on, some good times and some not so good times
• November 2008 - H moved out, said he wanted a trial separation
• June 2009 - H moved in with OW
• April 2010 - H said he wanted to work things out with me, the he made a mistake leaving.
• April 2010 - a few days before H was set to move in with DS and I OW announced she was pregnant. H decided that he couldn't leave her now that she was pregnant.

OW's bomb sent me spiralling into a really deep depression, one which I am still struggling to climb out from. The entire drama can be read in my previous thread, but those are the "highlights", not that any of the points other than when H was set to return are good ones.