After more than a week of my husband not speaking to or acknowledging me, including on our 12th wedding anniversary, I am ready for a divorce. I've been on this roller coaster since March 2009, and I can't take it anymore. My quality of life, even with all the wonderful people in it, is rock-bottom low, because of the way he makes me feel. I've noticed when I walk by mirrors lately and catch a glimpse of myself, that I am always frowning, or have a worried look on my face. In all the years leading up to this nightmare, I was a fun, outgoing, optimistic person. I want that old person back. I've lost my fight to save this marriage and have lost my ability to continue being treated so poorly. I will do whatever it takes to get my family out of this miserable situation, and I will also do everything possible to help my children survive what is going to be traumatic to their sweet lives.
