New question: H and I have now lived apart for 4.5 months (I asked him not to come home on latest d day). I'm doing NO investigating and don't know if there's an OP or not (his antics have been mostly cell/text). We didn't see eachother for 2 weeks due to him being on a trip and then me being on one.
Tonight we got together for dinner. No problems. Fairly good time. I just feel weird though. Like I'm very disconnected from him. Like when we hugged it was missing something. Is this "disconnected"? Or is this "M over"?
I'm taken aback by my feelings. He seemed ok...not sure if he felt this or not. He hides all his feelings anyway so I wouldn't know. He seems (of course I have no way of knowing what he thinks)to think I'm holding down the fort at home. As if it's not possible that I'd ever get fed up enough to be done.
Thoughts? Thanks.
M--14 years T--20 years, HS sweethearts dday #1--2002 EA dday #2--2005 bar sl*t dday #3/4--Feb 2010 texting/cell/physical/who knows what Shortly after found out he had been injecting steroids for 2 years
