Stuck and don't know how to proceed

[sportsfan]

Geez, I'm weak. Only two days into this and he is all I think about. I have always had my own life with lots of activities and friends. That has never been a problem for me. I miss our playful texts and going out and having fun together. We are each other's best friend. Now there is nothing. I know he needs to be pushed to act, but I feel empty. I'm not the type of person who feels sorry for themselves and today I can't help it.