I'm sorry should be read as (I'm pretty sorry for being such a dick to you & the kids all these years. I'm more sorry that you left me because I was such a dick to you and the kids all these years, but mostly I'm really sorry because even though this is what I caused, its a lot harder to live than I want it to be so I'm sorry for me and the inconvenience I've been caused.)
Very true, Corey. Good to hear from you again!
Originally Posted By: Bridgestone
He's trying to apologize in his own wierd way (was receiving gifts one of his love languages or yours?)
No, I think in the past, giving was a truce trigger for us. If he and I argued about something, he'd stop at the store before coming home and buy me a special treat...one he knew I couldn't resist, like my favorite ice cream for example. Other times, he'd give me extra money and tell me to buy whatever I wanted with it. His LLs were WOA and AOS.
So...I think I know why the apologies are coming again. He revealed in a text to me last night that the OP is out of the picture...yep, again. Said he ended it a while back. I think that makes it the 20th time or so over the last couple years. Geez.
That also explains the circus invite a couple weeks back (which I DID end up going to because I couldn't say no to my bubba {S5}) and the invite last week to go to the movies, which I respectfully declined.
I don't necessarily like being alone either, but damn, dude...give yourself TIME to HEAL.
(((Thanks, Corey and Bridge)))
Getting over a painful experience is much like crossing monkey bars. You have to let go at some point in order to move forward. ~ Joseph Campbell
