So I have gotten the separation papers and while I did cry I did not cry as much as I thought I would when I got these. I sent H my changes to the document and have not heard back from him as of yet.
m-34 w-33 d-15 s-10 m-11 years t-16 years bomb - Feb 24/10
I think this may be my last post on here. It does not appear to be working for my situation and while it has helped my stbxh and I get along it will not work to fix our marriage. We had a huge talk last night about everything and he has not loved me for years and just cannot ever see getting past it. He is not open to falling back in love with me at all he would rather be alone.
So I thank everyone who helped me on here and wish you all the best.
m-34 w-33 d-15 s-10 m-11 years t-16 years bomb - Feb 24/10
I have lost all hope too but still come around here. Remember just b/c M wasn't saved doesn't mean you are not successful(see my tagline). Come back and continue to journal. I said the same thing 3 months ago.
Gr8
Bomb 8/09. Brief piecing 12/10. D-2/12 Two incredible kids D9,S6 Leading new life! “Success is not to be pursued; it is to be attracted by the person we become."
So I am completly devastated today, I do not know why I cannot stop crying. I was doing so good and then it all fell apart when I realized he really is not coming back ever. He is dating all the time now and does not see himself with me ever again and this just kills me. Why can't I just move on.
m-34 w-33 d-15 s-10 m-11 years t-16 years bomb - Feb 24/10
I am still sick to my stomach about the thought of him with this other woman, why is he doing this to me and better yet why is she, yes we were not close friends but I would not even do this to an aquaintance, are there not suppose to be rules. I am so tired of crying and being hurt. He does not even deserve me anymore.
Please help.
m-34 w-33 d-15 s-10 m-11 years t-16 years bomb - Feb 24/10
