I completely understand where you guys are coming from, and all I can say is that I honestly feel that I am going against my own morals by remaining married to this woman.

Even when I am completely honest with myself, and try to take my emotions out of it, I still see filing for divorce as my only option now.

I just can't look at myself in the mirror and respect myself at all if I do not stand up for myself and file now.

Maybe that doesn't make sense... I dunno.

I just have to do this.