No worries, my friend. I was just joking with you. Damn straight we New Yorkers stick together. And I know you're married, LOL! Just be careful calling me your girl because I'm Mach's darlin' LOL!
Sounds like you have a plan. That's good.
We all have days when this stuff gets to us. We wouldnt be human if we didnt. Just as long as it doesnt derail you (and you havent).
We care about you, so sometimes we might seem a little harsh (not me, of course, but those boys - LOL!).