Scwred up and need advice

[CPCajun]

I went out last night. It was the first time I have been out in about 8 or so years. I found a bar in the next town and had a few beers while watching people play this beer drinkin ping pong ball game. It was nice to actually get out. Its been so long since I have done anything, I don't know what to do anymore. I am not too good of a social person.


I actually forgot about the chaos going on for an hour or two.