Journaling: I see that I was right about facing the running buddy and the things he can say that may hurt. I really do need to face the truth as part of moving on. I think I've avoided hearing some of the truth in the past and it's time to face it if it comes up. I'll meet with him on Wed. He's a bit scatter brained right now due to his own personal issues, but it's a good idea for me to see him now. I can help nudge him through this a bit, but I also need some of the information he has to finish clearing all of the garbage out. Sometimes it sux to be right, but I feel this is the right thing to do. Nothing much else to report. Had a great time with friends last night. I realize how important friends are to me and how much I didn't allow myself to have them while we were married. I really do enjoy people and my friends. I love crowds the most. I missed that and I see an opportunity to do more of that now.
Life really is good. I missed that for a while when I was not focused on the good things in life.
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
