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"i feel like a scapegoat."

Why do you just feel like one.. you are.

that should be my login name - the Scapegoat .. baaaaa baaaa.

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"so he decides to hurt me?"

If people do things to a fault.. who would you hurt first?

my mother. crazy

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"i love him as a person but the way he's handled all of this is disappointing."

Welcome to the club.. you need a trophy or something?

yes, i do. it goes next to my bitch of the year award.

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"it's almost embarrassing. during our m, i worked hard to prevent him from making a fool out of himself."

So.. you did mother him.

i don't know if you call it mothering.
i was more like a business advisor. i didn't wipe his mouth when he had ketchup on the side of his mouth. nor did i spoon feed him his oatmeal. that's what his mother did.

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People go with what they know.

What now?

let's put the focus back on me. shall we?