I tried, I changed, but still am getting divorced!

[newmama]

Gardener: from Snodderly's postings!
Here is the link to the mlc posting. I believe you will find it to be interesting.

http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubb...ge=74#Post67406

CG-thanks for the idea for the filling! I picked up some other stuff today before reading it, but I will need to make a cake next week again so I will definitely try it- sounds delicious!

FYI really hate feeling sorry for myself! I despise it! But whenever I see 2 parents together with their baby, I think "I never got that!" and THEN I get jealous and think of the fact that OW and stbxh play house with OUR son! So they get that! Thank God I tolerated his visits to my house for the first 10 months of S' life because that meant way less opportunities for the bonding to occur.

And another thing- I think a way out of my misery over this divorce is to accept that I did not do a good job putting my H priority, and neglected to make anniversaries and Valentines' Day special and really did not do a good job with this marriage. Therefore, it is for the best to just throw it away.

My pampering today was buying the Julie and Julia dvd. I guess I need to return to cooking even though I have no idea what to do with all the food! When I go back to school, I can bring it into the staff room. They eat ANYTHING!

ok back to working out.