It's a hard thing to stop... the coworkers have been truly great in stopping my darker moods.
I'm trying to feel better recently. I'm clearly happier, because I've had ladies flirting with me in nearly every dance class/social event I attend.... but I am still completely uninterested in any of it... it makes me feel awkward and brings back some very dark thoughts. A bit of a viscious cycle really.
Your way of thinking things thruogh really makes sense moon... but I'm still having trouble in letting go of this marriage... this woman I've commited myself to for the last 7 years.
That is damaging my sanity more than anything.
Bouncing up and down a fair bit still
Me: 29 H: 25 T:7yrs M:5yrs
Bomb: 23/04/10
Had no idea anything was wrong. Cheated so she could end it without talking.
