Originally Posted By: punkin
For the moment, this is the best I can do, and I'll give it my all.


OK you can have a moment...

Now...

No more excuses. That is the first sentence I have read here that didn't actually have a BUT,

BUT

it did.

Oh wait....wait...

Originally Posted By: punkin
Do I deserve better? Hell yes, but he is capable of BEING BETTER.


It was a nested BUT, it was a hiding pre BUT, that modifies that sentence after it.

I didn't see it at first very clever.

Punkin YOU have to do BETTER.

Deserves got nothing to do with it. (nickel Clint Eastwood)

Right now you are still way too focused on the pain H is causing you and everyone else.

You HAVE to pull yourself out of his storm for own health.

For YOU to be strong... for your family.

That is the BETTER I am talking about.

My goal is to some day be the person my dog thinks I am