Another first in along time with W was she left the bedroom door open while reading. I was surprised. I soon got ready for bed, and she turned out the lights and acted to be asleep.
I do not know what message this sends to me, if any.
LSG with you being in your own body, and not having pain or hurt in you and handling your business you are looking more attractive. She may well try to suck you back in. Do not impede any of her efforts, but you have to keep doing what your doing.
Many of us need to stop doing things worrying about the response were giving, its unmasculine. You are being very masculine in your actions.
Get out and have some fun for yourself. One of these days you may find yourself pleasantly awaken, or to have your own wife take you. I'd let it happen.
We all know its not the end of the story, you have to stay being a man.
