Heartbroken and needing help!

[irishblessings]

So right Grace.
So I couldn't go all the way through with it - I confessed to him that I left him a message.
He was speechless - then said "oh well"
I can't be something that I'm not - I don't do things like this. I thought I would feel good - but I didn't.
Today my Marriage Vine email's topic from Marriage Builders was "Don't Give Up".
Basically from the book Desperate Marriages by Gary Chapman - the theory is the first step towards repair is for one to not give up.
I'm one week into separation and I can't give up. My son is so hurt - I have to stay strong.
Thanks!