wow, all I can say is wow. Been getting bad news on the business front, delays delays delays. Been gone for a week to come back to a pretty good reception form her, always a great one from the kids.
Kids left to camp and she went with them to spend a week up at her folks. This morning looking for a pen and paper upstairs and in one of her file cabinets found a notebook with a diary of the last 6 weeks. Not good at all.
Here are the highlights of my "bad behavior". This is what was said about me, everything else was her semi-complaining of her miserable predictable life. Such as "woke the kids again" or "as always" and "Made lunch for S12 again"
Went to Derby Party and she stayed home with kids. 5/4 I offered a full body massage, she said no, but would get "me off", I said, Ive been waiting a long time for that, snotty. CONTROLLING BEHAVIOR, when she was nice to me all eveneing.
Mother's Day there was nothing written down. (nothing said about my gift or the boys)
5/11Came to bed to find the boys in it, and I lost it, S9 asks for me to come to, but I said "not in my bed", I calmed down and came in and slept.
5/14 (anniversary) was awful for her, Went to big city, for play and night alone, all DBurt's doing. everything was good, the play, the dinner, drinks after, but then dburt started kissing me (awful) I told DBurt did he want sex, and he said great. During the middle of it, he says, where's my D%ck B896tch!, I said nothing whole thing lasted 2 minutes. He is trying to reconnect with me and this is what he does? I am just a warm hole for his fantasies"
5-22 went home to speak with parents
5-24 met with attorney, i feel better, S12 asks Dburt a ligitimate question about steam but he rolls his eyes at him, D12 asks why Dburt does this.
5-25 Dburt gave dog a noodle, and she started to play with it, Dburt says, I wish someone would play with my noodle, I guess someone will eventually start to play with it.
5-29 Made a wise crack about my hormones being out of balance, as if something is wrong with me.
5-31 Decided to j(ck him off, it was awful.
6-4 Dave comes in drunk and is obnoxious to my friend. MOre "evil comments" about my hormones.
6-9 Dave at football meeting tonight till 10 pm, probably at his parents.
6-18 DBurt home from LA, really makes me happy that he is home, vomit. Made me feel stupid when I said it was weird for DBurt's partner showed him a naked pic of his girlfriend. Monisat comment about something under his breath, probably about hormones, he thinks I am premenopausal.
So, absolutely nothing good that i have done in that at all, all bad.
I think this is probably it, probably should more back to newcomer because that is how I feel.
I have really tried, to piece, I guess you cannot piece when she is not ready to piece, although I did not know how far gone she is.
So, I texted her last night that i missed her and was thinking of her and hurry home, of course no response.
No contact to her for a while?
Dburt
A similar attitude to OfficerInNeed's wife as well as some of the others.
