Let me ask you this - Do you think if I was capable of "more fun to throw up the spinnaker and sail down wind?" that I would have ended up here at this board?
Excellent Steady. But this is a question I cannot answer for you. You need to ask it to yourself. Excellent question though.
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I tried to answer your other questions but everything i wrote is irrelvant to me right now
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received a phone call from my wife a little bit ago that a life long friend of mine and brother in law just blew his brains out. since this is still up and im really sad, i will tell you, he and his wife went through an awful divorce, as messed up as many on this site, and he could never move on. the more he tried the worse it got.
i wrote what i saw a couple time on here before. I remember him begging and pleading and coming over to our house trying to talk to us as family hoping we could help convince his wife to give him a yet another chance. I remember him crying alot. he tried so hard in all the wrong ways. and she wanted nothing to do with him any longer.
he was one of the reason i said what i did above and over and over before on this site. i told him the same thing as a brother. he didnt listen. i really dont know what matters love? whatever.
