Sunday morning, again woke up somewhat early, 6ish and she was still in bed. Put my arm around her again and well things got going a bit and we finally were intimate again - first time 12 weeks! She did ask though if “ are you sure you want to do this” and I said it’s just sex, then caught myself and added, no it’s a lot more than that. I didn’t pull out all the stops, as it was early am, no shower, teeth etc – we just had our typical am fun – it went good. We hung out there for a short while – no real cuddling or anything like that, no I love you’s etc. just some mutual fun and games. We headed down for coffee soon after. We all then went out to breakfast at her favorite place and had a great family outing there – it was fun, the kids all saw mom in a much better mood.
We then took one of the kids and head out to a festival while the rest stayed back home to prepare the Fathers Day dinner. We had a good time at the festival, didn’t have much one on one during, but everything went as I thought it would. On the walk back to the car when leaving, I did reach out to hold her hand, she let me hold it, she didn’t hold on tightly, but didn’t drop it either (again that’s been about 6 weeks since she didn’t want me to anymore).
Dinner was great, but she seemed a bit more distant that she had been the day before and earlier that morning. I suppose it’s a bit overwhelming in her mind I’m sure. We went to bed and I was beat, so just a simple goodnight and no touching or cuddling, I felt her mood shift slightly and thought it best not to look a gift horse in the mouth!
I’m still holding the concert tickets for next month, I think I’ll see how this week plays out a bit and maybe throw it out there when I know her mood is up.
So all in all a decent Father’s Day weekend – still confusing as hell, but I’m getting used to it!
Thanks again!!
DD
Me 49 H 46 M 23yrs T 25 yrs Bomb Drop 4/2010 S22/D19/D15/S13
Same roof, different beds
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